5 October 2024, 8:42 PM, Dhaka, Bangladesh
I never thought anyone could make me fall in love this hard!
My sleep broke early this morning.
I’m back to Earth, trying to understand, where am I?
Every day, I wake up with this same feeling.
I opened the window. Cool breeze after the heavy rain.
Winter is knocking on the door.
How’s he? I thought.
Once I was free, I prepared for work from home. Piles of tasks in hand.
I made my schedule and started working.
I was designing a leadership program and creating a list of speakers to interview.
He always comes to mind whenever I plan anything inspirational for the youth or people.
He is such a powerful soul. His calm, determined voice. I can’t get him out of my mind.
He would be the perfect speaker for the program, I thought.
I imagined him speaking, his sharp, small eyes full of confidence, his words vibrating through the air, while I watched from afar. I could see his face, every small movement as he spoke.
All of this in just seconds!
I took my phone and wanted to write, “Your thoughts make me smile.”
I typed it… but deleted it.
Instead, I decided to write here.
Feelings of pure love deserve to be written in words that stay and spread positive vibrations in the world.
I feel sad when our conversations disappear into the fleeting windows of time.
Love can be hidden from the world, but it can’t be confined within limits, that’s how I feel!
But I never tell him about my feelings.
Because I believe if he needs to know, he will.
The mind speaks louder than words.
And if he never knows, that’s fine too. Not everything needs to be understood.
It’s better this way.
A privacy in feelings, limited, hidden, and revealed only to the one who values them.
“I love you”, how many times I utter those words, they will carry no weight until I make him feel them deep in his soul.
I feel him.
I know.
He will know too.
….
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